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Post by Jasper Collins on Aug 1, 2016 19:03:41 GMT
afraid to lose control and caught up in this world 514 words | The sun burned brightly overhead as Jasper pushed his hands down into his pockets. Saturday had come, and with it, a reprieve from classes. The senior decided the best way to spend his Saturday morning (since he had woken up way too early) was to go get coffee. Although he hadn’t been in town for very long, he had a pretty good idea of where everything was, so it didn’t take him very long to locate a Starbucks. Though he had never been very big on the drinks (they were overly sweet, in his opinion), he didn’t know of any other small, local coffee chains. Besides, he could use a diabetic dose of sugar. He’d had trouble sleeping last night, which was why he had simply given up and gotten ready so early.
Of course, getting ready for Jasper wasn’t really much of an ordeal. He hadn’t bothered with his hair (which needed cut, in his opinion), so it was sticking out at every angle. Not only did his hair need cut, but it also needed to be dyed. Charcoal black roots were becoming extremely noticeable against the bright blue that he had decided upon. Almost in frustration, he reached up and raked his fingers through his hair before he tugged the door of the Starbucks open. This only did to worsen its state, given that he hadn’t washed it yet.
He stepped into line behind a woman with a swollen stomach that indicated pregnancy. Were pregnant ladies supposed to drink coffee? Jasper didn’t know, and besides that fleeting thought, he didn’t care. He stood in silence with his hands stuffed into the pockets of his jacket, watching the baristas as they made their way slowly through the overwhelming orders of coffee. Jasper hadn’t been standing in line for very long before he started to get a funny feeling in his stomach. Instinct drove him as his eyes scanned the area, but he couldn’t quite figure out where the feeling was coming from.
He was halfway through the line, and still assaulted by the feeling, when his eyes finally fell upon a girl who was looking at him. He felt a blush creep up his cheeks as she looked away quickly, and he turned his gaze pointedly forward. However, he caught her looking at him several more times before he finally made his way through the line. Had she been a male, there was no doubt that Jasper would have already picked a fight. She wasn’t, however, he still felt a bit uncomfortable. He wanted to know why she kept looking at him. She had paper in front of her. What was she doing?
As his fingers finally wrapped around his coffee, he took a deep breath and resolved to ask. It couldn’t hurt… right? The fingers of his free hand trembled slightly as he turned and slowly made his way toward her table. When he finally reached it, he looked down at her. He opened his mouth to speak, but found that no words were forthcoming. He closed his mouth again and swallowed. |
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Post by Audrey Pryce on Aug 3, 2016 6:17:52 GMT
[attr="class","headerbox1"]@jasper [attr="class","headerbox2"]529 words [attr="class","topline"]there's something about hanging [attr="class","bottomline"]out with the wicked kids — take the pill, make it too ill — [attr="class","audrey1"]In all honesty, Audrey hated being up early on weekends. There was nothing she wanted less in life than to be up this early. However she'd spent most of her night convincing her family that she was fine and that this year's move in had gone great and that she would be safe and that she wouldn't go out. And then spent the other half of it doing shots at a small beginning-of-the-year party in someone else's room. She'd woken up disgustingly early with a pounding headache and had been unable to fall back asleep, and as little as she wanted to be out in public like this, she didn't want to stay in her room and stare at the walls either. Besides, a strong coffee with some espresso in it and a few advil would probably help.
Audrey got to her usual coffee shop earlier than she'd like to admit; before people had even started pouring in, and she'd collected a table in the back with her drink- something frilly and girly and iced and delicious- and set out her notepad, markers, a thin-tipped pen, and a pencil. May as well draw if she was going to be here anyways. She'd already made the trip. A few busts of the workers going about their day- a shift earlier than she was used to; no one she knew- and eventually when the line built up, of the people in it. Scribbles of beasts and monsters and swirling designs filled in corners and edges and spaces between her referenced drawings, helping waste time when things got slow.
The bell would ding at another entry, and a towering figure would catch her eyes; someone different than the crowd the rest of this hour had collected. Messy blue hair, he didn't look like someone preparing to head to the office, and it was a nice difference. Something new with a bright spot of color, still accurate. It took a bit to get his hair right, and it was difficult to see his face, what with him staring the other way and all, but that was fine. She'd just get his back- it was good practice, considering she normally didn't get a chance to doodle backs. It wouldn't be until he turned to face her that Audrey would realize how intently she'd been staring at him, and his blush would quickly be returned. He turned away though, and she'd get back to it, trying to be... less obvious now that she'd already been caught once, and it seemed to work. She actually moved into inking her sketch, adding nice color.
Aw, damn. When the blue haired stranger collected his coffee and moved towards her, Audrey could die. Her mind blanked. All she could think of was that she had to hide the picture. Her hand would immediately go to cover the image, dragging across the page, smearing the graphite and fresh marker. "Shit!" The student hissed under her breath, pulling up her hand to inspect the damages, only to glance up at the figure looming over her afterwards, a nervous smile on her face, "I-uh, hi there." Perfectly natural, right? This is fine. [newclass=.topline]margin-top: 19px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:29px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.bottomline]margin-top:3px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:37px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox1]margin-left:15px;width: 150px;margin-top:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:left;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox2]width:150px;margin-top:15px;margin-right:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:right;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1]padding:15px;text-align:justify;color:#6a5862;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#e9e9e9;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 b]color: #db4c79;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 i]color: #e47280;[/newclass][newclass=.copyright a]color: #ff99a5;text-decoration: none;font-size:6px;font-face:arial;[/newclass]
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Post by Jasper Collins on Aug 4, 2016 2:57:15 GMT
afraid to lose control and caught up in this world 356 words | Jasper was less than pleased. He felt annoyed, uncomfortable, and scared all rolled into one. He didn’t like Audrey’s attention, nor did he like the fact that he had chosen to approach her about it. The fingers of his free hand clenched harder as he tried to quiet the shaking. This was ridiculous. He had no reason to be afraid of her. Or to be afraid at all. He took a deep breath, his eyes following her movements as she tried – and failed – to cover what she had been doing. Though did she manage to smear it. Jasper squinted. His lips parted slightly as he forced hair in and out of his lungs. Why was he so upset about this? What did it matter what she was doing? It wasn’t like she was hurting him. He tried, and failed, to remember the coping mechanisms he was supposed to be learning in therapy.
He jumped violently when the girl finally spoke. Though he was looming over her ominously, he hadn’t expected a response somehow. His coffee sloshed, making a loud splattering noise as it landed in the floor. He watched as it speckled his shoes, but did no other damage. All in all, it wasn’t a big spill. A pain on his hand told him that the coffee had reached it as well, but he barely felt it. He doubted the coffee was hot enough to cause a blister, and that didn’t matter to him in the moment anyway. A hot blush was creeping over his cheeks again. “S-Sorry…” He whispered softly, his voice somewhat hoarse.
He stood awkwardly for a moment, trying to think of a way to save face. His eyes bored into the girl’s for a moment before flashing over to the seat across from her. Very carefully, he settled himself into the seat. He lifted his coffee to his lips, sipping on it tenderly. He’d forgotten he still had some on his hand, but was reminded as it dripped onto the table in front of him. He ignored it. “Uh… hi.” His voice came out flat as he looked up at her again. |
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Post by Audrey Pryce on Aug 5, 2016 2:59:40 GMT
[attr="class","headerbox1"]@jasper [attr="class","headerbox2"]386 words [attr="class","topline"]there's something about hanging [attr="class","bottomline"]out with the wicked kids — take the pill, make it too ill — [attr="class","audrey1"]Audrey hadn't really expected to startle the guy with a good ol' fashioned greeting, but none the less, her words seem to spook him, and the girl really couldn't help but shoot a look of concern at him as coffee splattered from his cup and onto him. What was that about? He was the one who'd come all the way over here to stand over her. She had been staring a good deal, but was she that noticeable? Had it bothered him that much? "You're, uh, you're fine." Honestly, the student wasn't really sure if she'd ever been in a more uncomfortable exchange before.
When the blue haired guy sat down, the artist found herself even more surprised. Didn't he seem upset by her presence only seconds ago? She'd expected him to scuttle off somewhere. Oh well. She wasn't really against the company, she supposed, just a bit confused by the whole ordeal. Also, she honestly had wanted to avoid showing him the sketches, especially now that everything on her page had been smeared. Not ruined, but, it wasn't anywhere near as nice as it had been before.
The coffee on his hand had been been forgotten about right up until Audrey saw it dripping onto the table, and another worried look would be given to him as she noticed it, "Lemme get you some napkins, okay? I'll be right back." And with that, she'd leave her drink and notebook behind grabbing a few handfuls of the cheap paper before returning, trying to rub the marker off on her pants with her other hand while it was still wet. It seemed like she was just full of bad ideas today, wasn't she?
The napkins would be set in front of him with an unsure, "Um, here." before she moved to close her sketchbook. Probably should have done that before she got up, shouldn't she have? This hang over was really fucking with her today. "Are you alright? You just got out of line with that, right? I hope you didn't burn your hand because of me." Not that she'd really meant to frighten him, but it'd happened none the less, "I'm Audrey. I don't think we've met before." May as well introduce herself. If he was going to sit there. What had she gotten herself into? [newclass=.topline]margin-top: 19px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:29px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.bottomline]margin-top:3px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:37px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox1]margin-left:15px;width: 150px;margin-top:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:left;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox2]width:150px;margin-top:15px;margin-right:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:right;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1]padding:15px;text-align:justify;color:#6a5862;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#e9e9e9;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 b]color: #db4c79;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 i]color: #e47280;[/newclass][newclass=.copyright a]color: #ff99a5;text-decoration: none;font-size:6px;font-face:arial;[/newclass]
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Post by Jasper Collins on Aug 7, 2016 0:19:24 GMT
afraid to lose control and caught up in this world 323 words | The look of confusion on the girl’s face was enough to cause Jasper’s cheek to burn a hotter shade of red. Why had he sat down, anyway? He could have just left, he supposed. But in a way, that felt more awkward to him. Kind of. But in this way, he was going to have to make small talk with her. Really, he just wanted to know why she’d been staring at him. But he couldn’t quite bring the question from his brain to his lips, so he sat in awkward silence. Once again, when Audrey spoke, Jasper jumped a bit. Thankfully he had no coffee in his hands, nor did he rattle the table. He cleared his throat a bit. “You… don’t….” the barely muttered words were either ignored or never heard in the first place. He supposed it didn’t matter.
He watched as she walked away, and when her back was turned, he moved to look at the notepad she’d left behind. Though the image was smeared now… he was pretty sure it was… him? Maybe? But why would anyone want to draw him? As the girl drew back up the table, he looked away guiltily. He wasn’t exactly sure why he felt guilty, though. If that was a drawing of him, wasn’t he entitled to see it? “I’m… fine.” He whispered, taking the napkins to dab at his hand and then the table. Well, perhaps they were making some progress. He hadn’t jumped out of his skin when she spoke that time around.
“You wouldn’t have.” He stated, finally speaking at a somewhat normal volume. “I’m new here.” He fidgeted in his chair, not quite sure what to do with himself. He looked up at the girl, and then back to his coffee. “Jasper.” He mumbled, picking up his cup and bringing it to his lips. He sipped the coffee slowly before setting it back on the table. |
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Post by Audrey Pryce on Aug 13, 2016 22:00:42 GMT
[attr="class","headerbox1"]@jasper [attr="class","headerbox2"]376 words [attr="class","topline"]there's something about hanging [attr="class","bottomline"]out with the wicked kids — take the pill, make it too ill — [attr="class","audrey1"]Audrey really wasn't sure what to do with all of the blushing, stuttering, and jumping. Especially not from someone who looked like he could probably pick her up and toss her into a trashcan if he wanted to, without even breaking a sweat. Was she that mean looking? Sure, her hair confused people sometimes, but hey, to be fair, his whole head was blue, and she only dyed sections of her hair weird colors. And besides, he's the one who chose to come over here. While she kept obsessing over that fact, it didn't change how stressed out he seemed by her presence, and how bad she felt about startling him. It just kept going through her mind on repeat, she couldn't help it.
At the very least, the next time she heard him speak, he didn't seem to jump. Audrey may have just barely heard him over the sounds of the coffee shop, but it was something, and hey, she didn't even pick up any sort of stutter either, "That's good- I'm really glad you're not hurt! But honestly, I don't mind asking for ice cubes for you if you need them." If he was anxious, offering to get them for him might help, or something. Then he wouldn't need to worry about chatting with anyone else, if that was the problem. A light smile would be offered, the artist trying to seem as friendly as possible; trying to settle all of the uneasiness between them.
"You're new? Guessing you go to Birchwood then, right?" Well, she supposed people just moved to Glendale, and some of those families that moved had to have kids around her age, but transfers to the academy seemed more likely. His parents were probably just trying to sort out his nervousness or something. It made sense. Audrey wouldn't doubt him being encouraged by the school to talk to people his age if that were the case. Everything was beginning to make more sense. Poor guy. "Hope that's not a loaded question or anything." Especially considering the bad name the school tended to get. Stoners, brawlers, thieves, it wasn't exactly a classy place to be.
"But! It's nice to meet you, Jasper!" Another smile- he seemed to be doing better now. [newclass=.topline]margin-top: 19px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:29px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.bottomline]margin-top:3px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:37px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox1]margin-left:15px;width: 150px;margin-top:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:left;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox2]width:150px;margin-top:15px;margin-right:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:right;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1]padding:15px;text-align:justify;color:#6a5862;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#e9e9e9;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 b]color: #db4c79;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 i]color: #e47280;[/newclass][newclass=.copyright a]color: #ff99a5;text-decoration: none;font-size:6px;font-face:arial;[/newclass]
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Post by Jasper Collins on Aug 15, 2016 0:46:47 GMT
afraid to lose control and caught up in this world 349 words | If Jasper had known what Audrey was thinking about him, he would have been equal parts amused and insulted. Though Jasper seemed harmless and a little hopeless around girls, the same could not be said for when he was around guys. The reason Jasper had found himself at Birchwood was for snapping and beating a fellow student within an inch of their life. Thus far at Birchwood he had managed to avoid any fights. His counselor was “proud of him”, but he knew it would only take time. He simply hadn’t been at Birchwood for long enough. He’d managed to not beat the hell out of his roommate, and that was a miracle in and of itself. Timothy was… likable enough… he guessed.
His attention returned to the girl as she spoke. At her offer, he simply smiled a bit and shook his head. “I’m fine.” He murmured. As Jasper continued to be in Audrey’s presence, he slowly got somewhat more comfortable. All of his words and actions were carefully weighed, however. Jasper, in all respects, was like a beaten dog. He was watching his new companion closely, learning about her. She seemed kind, but most people did at first. Was there something he shouldn’t say or do around her? He didn’t know, and it scared him.
His expression became somewhat guarded as the girl asked him whether or not he attended Birchwood. Before he answered her question, he sipped his coffee to give himself some time. Did she attend Birchwood? Although her hair was somewhat weird (as if he was one to talk), she didn’t look like someone who would be in a reform school. At the same time, a lot of the people he’d seen so far didn’t. He placed his cup back on the table. “Yeah, I do.” He stated flatly. It was clear from his tone that he wasn’t necessarily happy about it. “You do too?” He squinted at her a bit, as if he was trying to imagine why. Perhaps she was having the same thoughts about him.
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Post by Audrey Pryce on Aug 22, 2016 22:46:13 GMT
[attr="class","headerbox1"]@jasper [attr="class","headerbox2"]405 words [attr="class","topline"]there's something about hanging [attr="class","bottomline"]out with the wicked kids — take the pill, make it too ill — [attr="class","audrey1"]"Alright, alright, if you insist." Maybe Jasper wasn't burned, but she still worried and felt bad. Had the two been closer, she would have been trying to work her way through the line to fetch ice before he even had a chance to gauge whether or not he was okay. That being said, if they were closer, he probably wouldn't have jumped to begin with either. They wouldn't have had any issue at all. In the grand scheme of things though, 'what if's meant very little and they didn't know each other and she hadn't grabbed anything for him. Instead they were both here, trying their hardest to navigate a rather comfortable conversation.
She picked up the sudden additional tension in their conversation, and an apologetic smile would be given in return. Audrey hadn't meant to make things weird- she was just trying to make some small talk. Generally speaking, talking about where you went to school was a safe conversation, but in this instance, she supposed it included a bit more digging than she was trying for, "What grade?" Why not, they were already this far, right? May as well find out if they had a chance of actually seeing more of each other. Sure, they looked around the same age, but there were a fair few kids in her classes who had failed a few years, and older students weren't all too uncommon at Birchwood.
"Me? Yeah, I transferred there last year." On a dumb mistake too- she'd gotten overconfident. She deserved this, honestly. Unlike most of the students there that she'd met so far, however, Audrey seemed pretty content. It didn't matter too much to her. School was school and sure it was a bit more aggressive and hardcore than the average academy, the parties were nice and the students weren't too bad she supposed, and the additional one-on-one time with teachers that was provided was pretty nice when she needed it. That being said, the fact that the teachers were so aware of how quick she was to toss away school work for her art because of it could be a bit irritating. She hated their nagging and 'reminders' about classwork; if she was going to do it, it would get done, "You new? Or have I just not seen you around?" The hair would probably be hard to miss, but it could be something he did new over the summer. [newclass=.topline]margin-top: 19px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:29px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.bottomline]margin-top:3px;margin-left:4px;;color: #ffffff; font-family:impact; font-size:37px;letter-spacing: -2px;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox1]margin-left:15px;width: 150px;margin-top:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:left;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.headerbox2]width:150px;margin-top:15px;margin-right:15px;height:25px;line-height:25px;float:right;color:#ffffff;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#ff99a5;text-transform:uppercase;text-align: center;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1]padding:15px;text-align:justify;color:#6a5862;font-face:arial;font-size:9px;background-color:#e9e9e9;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 b]color: #db4c79;[/newclass][newclass=.audrey1 i]color: #e47280;[/newclass][newclass=.copyright a]color: #ff99a5;text-decoration: none;font-size:6px;font-face:arial;[/newclass]
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Post by Jasper Collins on Aug 26, 2016 20:14:53 GMT
afraid to lose control and caught up in this world 299 words | The girl finally seemed to let his hand drop, and Jasper felt himself relax a bit. It was burning somewhat, but it wasn’t anything that wouldn’t heal up. The teen got busted up all too often for fighting, a couple of little burns on his hand were nothing. He leaned back in his seat, swallowing nervously. He was doing his best to hide his nervousness, but he couldn’t help but feel that he was failing miserably at the pursuit. His cup of coffee was left on the table, somewhat forgotten. His fingers moved to feel through his hair, but he stopped his hand halfway and placed it on the table instead. He probably looked ridiculous enough without messing up his hair more.
“Senior.” He grunted in response to the girl’s question. Jasper didn’t for a moment doubt the fact that he was where he belonged. He didn’t dispute the fact that he deserved to be at Birchwood. He was violent. He was dangerous. He disrupted the education of the other students, and they didn’t deserve that. That’s what the letter to his parents had read. His stomach had dropped when he read it. He hadn’t meant to be the way he was, but he couldn’t take it back either. Still, he hated it here. He supposed it was better than being at home, but at the same time, what was his mother going to do without him?
His focus honed back in on Audrey as she started speaking again. She’d been at Birchwood for a year. He blinked a few times. “Yeah, I’m new.” He murmured. “Just transferred in this semester.” His eyes regarded her quizzically. What had she done to be locked away, he wondered. Not that he would ask. That didn’t seem very appropriate, now did it? |
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